I'm wrong once n i'm not given a 2nd chance..
Why is it so..
Is it tat life is unfair or i didnt do enough 2 make ppl forgive me...
In the past
I hate sch
Coz goin 2 sch is meaningless 2 me..
Always when i dun wanna go sch
U'll encourage me 2 come
Trying n finding ways 2 tell me 2 come 2 sch..
Till now
Without u
Sch became meaningless again..
I hate sch..
I dunno the reason y i m goin 2 sch again..
I really dunno..
I've lose everything...
I completely lost everthing..
My frens
The ppl i care
I've lost all of them..
I really dun wan tis 2 happen..
I really knew my mistake..
But i dun get a 2nd chance..
Everything is too late..
Maybe i'm really not a good fren..
So all my frens leave me..
2month+ ago
Tis happen 3 tammy
Now it happen 2 her..
But tis time
It hurts more..
Its hurts many many more times than before..
Maybe its coz i really really treasure her..
But wats the use..
She dun even wanna talk 2 me..
I really hate myself..
Hate myself 4 lying 2 her..
She hates me now..
I think
She treat me as a enemy now..
She no longer treat me as a fren..
I'm really sry 4 wat i've done
But is it useless?
..
I'm nuts..